Well I bought myself some good stuff (mostly kitchen stuff) during the move. But I do get the feeling 2011 might become a good year. I already noticed a change in my behaviour/moods/thinking the past week despite the loss I suffered that it's all not so bad. It's like a new year a new clean slate.
Everything still needs to fall in the right place, but I think it's going to happen pretty soon, all I need is patience. Frankly, I felt the last couple of months was like a flatline to me, but change is on the way.
I think the poison that was used was applied to this knife, passed to the mutton when it was cut and then activated by the wine. - MacGyver. Sometimes you just have to die a little inside to be reborn and rise again as a stronger and wiser version of you. It's better to be a little sad than to be fake content.
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